speaking & sharing my truth

i am following my hearts lead on this:
i am NO racist, i am not a hater.... i choose love,
it is a conscious choice....
big step is choosing to stop seeing,feeling,thinking,acting humanity as separated by color/nationality...
that is the first divide to shift & change
we are human. we are earthlings, start there! change how we see, how we speak, how we think.
i've done alot shadow work, yes alot is required to bring healing to humanity!!!
this energy of this current situation in Charlottesville VA. has been buried,hidden in the dark ugly recesses, it's always been here, just more light shinning on it to expose it, to heal it! --it's everyone's responsibility to put an end to hate & the divide!!!
healing starts with self; self acceptance, self love, self forgiveness! choosing to see from a different perspective. seeing with eyes of love, loving gentle reminder, what we focus on sends energy to it & feeds it. lets never feed hate, lets also not feed the divide!!
i encourage each to surround all situations & individuals with love. in your healing work, i encourage clearing/healing patterns & programs, generational & social systems, structures,concepts & beliefs...
in order to heal & create new, this is required!!
i am being nudged big time to share what i have to share with you.
claiming our own divine sovereignty, seeing all as one, no divides, lets start there!
blessings of love to each of you in your own work & service.
so this is my voice, this is my truth. this is my experience.
I choose to love
I choose no hate.
i am no racist.
i am no bigot!
I am an empath, healer,way shower, gate keeper, portal opener.
I am not a person of color.
i am a human
i am an earthling.
I am not a religious zealot, nor do I claim a religion.
I am spiritual, I am on a conscious spiritual path.
I choose to observe without judgment.
I have experienced others judgmental recriminations.
It is not my nature to be hateful, I prefer expressing & experiencing feelings of love.
I have personally experienced another’s hate towards me.
Hate is ugly beyond ugly, & harmful beyond anything.
Am I a privileged white person?
That is an opinion I never held. Although others may have held it about me.
I do know what it feels like to go with out, due to low income.
I have no idea what it feels to be a person of color.or another nationality...
& fully realize no one knows what it feels like to be me.
I do know what it feels like to live with anothers expectations of who I should be.
Altho I am currently a citizen of America, I have lived in foreign countries, & have experienced prejudice.
I do know what it feels like to be a minority, (a woman working in a male dominated industry.)
I understand discrimination.
I do know what abuse feels like;
I have personally experienced mental, emotional, physical & sexual abuse.
I chose to move beyond victim, survivor status, I chose to thrive!!
I have also experienced being bullied, shunned, & others attempting to shame me, most of my childhood. It took me years to overcome the feelings of not being good enough.
I was brought up to be quiet & polite, to take my turn, to share sure those are mostly good things,(it was kinda pounded in to me!) however it often put me in a challenging position when I got older, & I had to relearn which battles to take head on. & that i was worthy & good enough, & that my voice mattered!!
I have experienced a threat on my life. It was frightening & confusing.
I do not like to be controlled by anyone!
I will not control another.
I honor all life.
I am & have been an activist for good much of my life.
Hate anger control and aggression are harmful to all beings, including those who hate.
I am of the opinion politics government church attempt to much control on our natural freedoms.
I am a free spirit, I claim my divine sovereignty.
I am of the strong opinion others are entitled to their own, as long as ALL are safe,free, & loved.
it is a fact We are each unique individuals… with unique paths & purposes.
does this make me naive, & unaware, no, It simply makes me who I am.
do I unknowingly contribute to the current issues between individuals who act out in ugly manner against others?
we each make our own choices in our actions & re-actions.
Do I unknowingly contribute to the ongoing ugliness that has been part of our world for centuries? I sincerely pray I do NOT do this.
However, This I am sure of;>>
What I put out does have a loving healing effect!
I choose to daily send/radiate/anchor love, I choose to daily hold a space of loving healing wholeness for ALL!
I am not always able to march, or demonstrate.
However I hold space of love. & i will share my truth!
It is a constant loving dedicated devotion, and action.
I choose to heal others by healing myself.
with love & respect for all of you & your work & service,
blessings of love, earthdeva/molly