May 10th, 2018

past few days have had some intensity for me personally..
i find it interesting this morning searching for comfort, i found
it in my own words & voice.... love how Source works!!!!
i shared this blog post a couple of years on this day,
which was perfect for me today>>>
i'm once again nudged to share it for self,
as well as those who may also need to hear these words.

i have had some recent happenings in my experiences, that have brought me to
some deep pondering....
so once again this morning i found myself pondering;
self, myself & what it is that i do...
in my current life time i have worn many a hat,
i have done many things... "been" many things...
mostly i am at heart & soul, an artist! i create....
i create many things... alot with nature... i create spaces...
i also care deeply for our planet earth & ALL that she is, &
how she supports & sustains all of us,
as well as all the kingdoms of Creator Source.
i have done my best to make choices that support & encourage these things
i care deeply about the wholeness & health of all beings!
i support goodness,joy peace harmony & love for all beings!
i KNOW i hold a space of loving light,
& have held this space for a long time....
holding this space is in no way a burden, nor is it a hardship,
it is part & parcel to whom i have become, who i am, & what i do....
who am i>>>
simply put,i hold a space of love!!
i accept this, i acknowledge this.
i anchor this space of Love, until others are prepared to step into it themselves....
& it is with joy i have observed many who do so...

on my side, there is observation,
& at times yes i admit there is a bit of frustration,
( & admit this is my own, when i get in my own way!)
& yet the space of Love is always there!
& yes it is a comfort to me & for me....
i have come to a place of non-judgements of another...
just a loving clear observation...
i have also realized, often times, stillness
& silent loving observation is the best course of action/non action/re-action...
& to step back & allow...
a space of love... this is the ultimate LOVE... & only LOVE is real!
this is the source of love, the perfect love... Creator Sources' Love...
tis not my love, it is far more pure & powerful...
& yet i have been blessed to hold & anchor this space for others,
until the time is right for them to step into it....
on their own, their own time, their own way...
& from time to time... when i get out of my own way,
when i am silent & still, when my breath is in alignment...
i renew myself with-in this space of love....
i know it well, & yet it is a conscious choice that
i am also in this current world as well....
it is not for me to be always ""blissed out"",
for i am to be experiencing this world as well!!
& yet to "hold the space, a space of love"
has been a deep heartfelt life calling, to hold a space for others,
till they choose to step into it on their own...
this has been an honor, & it humbles me when i feel it in its fullness!!
i know there are others who lovingly hold space as well &
i honor & acknowledge them for their own dedication to this service ...
for me it is a true blessing & has sustained me through experiences
& situations, that had this space of Love been unknown to me,
i would have shattered beyond words description!!
as an empath.... i have learned so much, what is mine,
what is anothers.. healthy boundaries... taking time, clearing, being, stillness...
holding a space of love for another has been a choice of my heart & soul...
while being here in this earthly realm....
walking a fine line between the boarder lands...
i choose LOVE, i choose this goodness...
i choose to be present fully in Love as is humanly possible.
i choose to hold this space of LOVE,
all the while being/doing me, my realself, & all that entails... in this current reality....
often moving beyond my own comfort zone...
to be fully present for another...
knowing full well it is for a moment
& that i am also held in Loves Bight Light....
so it is. & so it is...
i am that i am...
i will hold a space
brightest blessings & loving hugs, earthdeva/molly