just some thoughts

 i have had some recent happenings in my experiences, that have brought me to some deep ponderings....so once again this morning i found myself pondering; self, myself & what it is that i do...
in my current life time i have worn many a hat, i have done many things... "been" many things...
mostly i am at heart & soul, an artist! i create....
i create many things... alot with nature... i create spaces...
i  also care deeply for our planet earth & ALL that she is, & how she supports & sustains all of us, as well as all the kingdoms of Creator Source.
i have done my best to make choices that support & encourage these things
i care deeply about the wholeness & health of all beings!
i support goodness,joy peace harmony & love for all beings!
i know i hold a space of loving light,
& have held this space for a long time....
holding this space is in no way a burden, nor is it a hardship,
it is part & parcel to whom i have become, who i am, & what i do....
who am i>>>
  simply put,i hold a space of love!!
i accept this, i acknowledge this.
i anchor this space of Love, until others are prepared to step into it themselves....& it is with joy i have observed many who do so...

on my side, there is observation, & at times yes i admit there is a bit of frustration,( & admit this is my own, when i get in my own way!)
& yet the space of Love is always there! & yes it is a comfort to me & for me....
i have come to a place of non-judgements of another...
just a loving clear observation...
i have also realized, often times, stillness & silent loving observation is the best course of action/non action/re-action...& to step back & allow...
a space of love... this is the ultimate LOVE... & only LOVE is real!
this is the source of love, the perfect love... Creator Sources' Love...
tis not my love, it is far more pure & powerful... & yet i have been blessed to hold & anchor this space for others, until the time is right for them to step into it.... on their own, their own time, their own way...
& from time to time... when i get out of my own way, when i am silent & still, when my breath is in alignment... i renew myself with-in this space of love.... i know it well, & yet it is a conscious choice that i am also in this current world as well.... it is not for me to be always blissed out, for i am to be experiencing this world as well...
& yet to "hold the space, a space of love" has been a deep heartfelt life calling, to hold a space for others, till they choose to step into it on their own... this has been an honor, & it humbles me when i feel it in its fullness!! i know there are others who lovingly hold space as well & i honor & acknowledge them for their own dedication to this service ... for me it is a true blessing & has sustained me through experiences & situations, that had this space of Love been unknown to me, i would have shattered beyond words description!!
as an empath.... i have learned so much, what is mine, what is anothers.. healthy boundaries... taking time, clearing, being, stillness...
holding a space of love for another has been a choice of my heart & soul... while being here in this earthly realm.... walking a fine line between the boarder lands...
i choose LOVE, i choose this goodness... i choose to be present fully in Love as is humanly possible.
i choose to hold this space of LOVE, all the while being/doing me, my realself, & all that entails... in this current reality....
often moving beyond my own comfort zone... to be fully present for another... knowing full well it is for a moment & that i am also held in Loves Bight Light....
so it is. & so it is...
i am that i am...
i will hold a space

brightest blessings & loving hugs, earthdeva/molly