When i allow self to flow with ease, to flow with joy into the grace of
nature, the grace of the earth, i come to a place of peace & calm. i find comfort there.... i realize i have talked about my understanding of wild before.... does it seem like a contradiction to be finding peace in the wild... are peacefull & wild opposites.... & how can i find one in the other? find it interesting i find more peace & harmony in the 'wild places" of the earth, find it comfortable as well as comforting, & it feels like coming home..... you know that feeling.... it is like a big huge loving hug embraces every aspect of your being... perhaps it is my natural state of being, to be in those 'wild spaces'.... & yet i also love my sacred home space. so this is my balance. my wild self in a place of harmony with the 'wilds' of nature, away from the town centers where folks gather, mix, mingle, & commerce. i sense i could easily become like the stories of the old woman, who folks traveling thru the woods come upon.... not that i would be wicked or evil or mean or cruel.... just that i could see myself living alone in the woods.... learning the ins & outs of nature, the rhythms & flows....speaking with & listening to the wisdom of the nature beings..... until the time i would become totally one with the earth, returning to the soil & nourishing the roots of the plants & trees... becoming the leaf & bark & moss.... my bones becoming stones... please no misunderstandings...as i do like folks, love to share... more one on one or smallish groups....no much into the crowds... recently i have been observing the beaver on the property ..... find them to be amazing little engineers ..... & at the same time so very devastating to the trees i love, the same with the wee little porcupines... there is this whole contradiction that comes upon me..... i get it that it is all part & parcel to the cycles of nature.... & understand it is way to a balance.... my part in the accepting of this natural occurring patterns, well, i am still in the process. spring is here.... the equinox celebrated in my own way.... i am smelling & feeling spring in the air.... seeing it as the buds swell & the colors flush the stems of the trees, & the little plants sprout up thru the soil & dead growth from the past season.... i am more then ready to feel my hands in the soil, to feel bare feet upon mother earth.... i am more then ready!!! health issues created challenges for me thru the winter season.... & yet perhaps it was the only way my being could get me & my physical body to be still.... to allow myself to really rest & heal & mend fully. i am more then ready to come forth from my sacred home.... my space offered me shelter.... ready to be out on the earth, in nature once again. i think of the waking of those animals who hibernate..... crawling out of the winter shelters.... yeah i suppose it is a bit like that. makes me smile! i know there is a bear in the woods on the back of the property, we saw the signs a plenty.... so i have not been into my woods to much lately.... proceeding cautiously..... as i will proceed cautiously back into my life & all the many things i feel nudged to do.... brightest blessings, & warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly
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