footnotes.. on being sensitive~

this is an article i original wrote several years ago....

this day i am being nudge to share this part of myself with others

who may also experience this, & not know how to handle it.

there was a time in my life, i was so overwhelmed by this

part of who i am, did not understand it, & truly thought myself

to be going crazy!!

i mentioned to some folks the other day i had recently become even more" hermit like"

being a double Cancer with my moon in Aquarius, as well as being

an empath who is very sensitive to energies, i find myself spending

large quantities of being overly "protectively aware" of my space.

my personal space, my home space, & my earth space.

i am so very grateful for my connection to mother earth & nature!

i am so very grateful for my connection to Divine Source!

i am also very grateful for the constant presence of love

i feel from them as well as my angels & the beings of light i work with.

when there is a disruption of any sort in the energy fields/girds

i find myself pulling back in to my heart,

not closing it,( as i promised i would never close my heart again)

however i do pull back away from anything i sense as imbalanced or dis~harmonious...

certain things i understand/read & are part of the natural cycles...

other things are man made, & often it is these that are very overwhelming for me.

i am grateful i have a job that allows me this type of flexibility....

(i am grateful this 'job' was created for me :)

so with all the change we are currently in the midst of,

i am being nudged to share with others

how it is i personally come to a place where i feel clear & calm

how it is i center after an "overwhelming" experience

i do a lot of deep breathing, i choose to see/sense myself

breathing in through my heart center.

i choose to know i am breathing in pure love direct from the creator,

i see this as golden white light, flowing into my heart.

& i trust that this is so!!

i choose to re-establish my connection to mother earth...

as i send my energy down to her... through my feet & from my tailbone...

(& on some occasions ever my lower 3 chakras)... i allow all the crud

that as attempted to attach to me, to fall off, to flow down to be transformed...

in this process, i am gifted with the beautiful presence of mother earth,

the beautiful gift of maternal love from my blessed first mother!!!

this is in itself very healing!!

several times a week i take a sea-salts bath to further cleanse my

aura & energy bodies... i developed a aura bath salts...

& often utilize this as well. when i am bathing i welcome

the assistance of the high beings of love & light

to cleanse & purify, balance & harmonize, smooth & sooth my energy bodies....

i use this time to pray & connect on a deeper level with my creator & my higher self.

i sense this as the loving embrace as the "holy father"

i trust this to be, & so it is!!!

i do my best to eat foods that are as natural as possible,

& to drink purified water, all of these things

assist me in maintaining a higher/clearer vibration of love.

i do my best to avoid things where the energy has a denser feel to it.

i frequently 'scan' myself, my energy bodies & make appropriate adjustments.

i spend as much time as i am able outside in nature...

listening, being still, being present... this is very healing & calming.

i do my best to follow my heart, realizing i am on my own path,

& i know that it is a spiritual path.

i do my best to listen to my heart & my inner voice.

i trust Divine Source at all times.

i know st.michael stands guard at all times,

 i also have other beings of light & love that work with me as well.

i do my best to stay in the now, & avoid going into fear, & recognize it for what it is.

so there it is.... these are the things i have been nudged to share

this day... trusting that it will speak to those who are listening....

and so it is......and so it is....

Only Love is Real!

& i journey forward with this as my guide & focus <3

warmest hugs of love, Brightest blessings ~   earthdeva/molly  <3

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