footnotes>>> heeding our inner voice

footnotes>>>> heeding the inner voice, growth through all our relationships

on the path of life....

when we do NOT heed our inner voice,

& instead do something, anything>>>perhaps it may even be a  "good" thing or a "bad"

we may go against our natural instincts~

however>> it is something that somehow is not feeling quite right at a core level,

as well as soul messages we may be receiving, & ignoring or not fully understanding...what EVER it may be...

we will ALWAYS have to deal with the consequences of OUR actions >>>whatever they may be

the path of life is interesting that way....

there are times when dealing w/ other folks [relationship stuff]

our denying their request may be the lesson of THE Other persons own soul.

OR it may be that the other person is to deny us....

relationships are where we learn & grow, heal & become once again whole.

 denying someone does not have to require anger or aggression

saying no can be done in a loving way...

keeping OUR healthy boundaries is loving our self>>>

( & loving our self is BIGGER then big!!!.... for if we do not love our self, we are not able to fully love another)

the path of life is interesting that way....

relationships will always offer the opportunities to forgive!

forgiveness of self & of others is always really big & very healing....

often when we do something we are told to do by another person

could be an elder or someone who we have been told is somehow 'greater 'then us,

we may be going against something we feel at a core/soul level

whatever it may be you have done, however awful or ugly...

you can forgive yourself & bring healing to yourself.

those who are seen as  in positions of power/ authority really are not

we are our own authority no one knows our heart & soul better then us & our Creator

the path of life is interesting that way....

i choose to journey forward always in love....

however i realize not everyone may be at the

same place of understanding, acceptance or awareness

that others may not have the same broader perspective or experiences

that others may not be acting from an open heart of love....

as long as i follow my inner voice, follow my open heart

act & flow with love...... things will correct themselves

Divine Source is goodness that way...

& the Universe will supply all our needs....

trusting our inner voice (god/goddess wisdom)

it all works out...it all will balance & right itself

the path of life is interesting that way....

recently i acted out of love, & realized i was conflicted

heeding my own inner wisdom...

{ to deny someone something.... i realized there was something bigger taking place}

i did what i said i would do,what they requested of me....

however they did not do what they said they would do...

they were not true to their word.... they were not clear... or balanced

& so now it comes back to me to "call" them on it...

& re establish my own healthy boundaries....

it's all good, always is... i am not responsible

for the individuals' actions & reactions, only my own....

had i denied them to begin with i would not be

now dealing with all their stuff.....

in my actions... i CHOSE to take on their stuff....

i am now letting it go back to them  :)

on some level i realized/knew this would take place....

soul lessons... soul learning/ soul remember

perhaps it was to make more of an impact on the other person....

perhaps for my own clearer resolve on my own path....

the path of life is interesting that way....

the awareness of the bigger picture...

realizing before hand that someone will

behave a certain way ( doing this WITHOUT judgement!!!)

& yet 'giving' them

the benefit of the doubt is an act of love....

then lovingly reminding them of their own words

puts the responsibility back on them...

as long as i am acting & reacting from an open heart....

as long as i am grounded & centered in loves bright light

i trust it will all balance out....

the path of life is interesting that way....

& so it is~~ & so it is.

journey forward.... always in love...

brightest blessings & warmest hugs of love, earthdeva
c2006