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when i was way younger.... i did track, i was a runner & a jumper... actually went to state 2 x in Kansas & 1 in Nebraska... anyway there is this feeling i would experience prior to the day of the meet.... it was an adrenal build up...it was always huge!!!!.... & then there was this feeling of accomplishment i'd get when i knew i'd done my event really well.... it was a good feeling... i still remember those feelings quite well... later in my life i continued to run or bike just cause i liked how it made me feel... these days i mostly go for a good stout hike.... altho many times have considered running again.... anyway bit of a ramble here lol..... i was thinking about how i'd let go when i ran, sometimes i ran to escape things i could no deal with at the time... to let go of stuff, cause when i finished there was this huge rush of release i always felt really clear, other times i ran for the pure joy of how it made me feel alive!!!.... i ran often to release, because there always was a release! & over the years i have released stuff/thoughts/energies in many ways.... ranting, music, art, grounding, smudging, to name a few.... no running away from whatever it was, or avoiding it,or ignoring it.... really truly letting it go for good!!! running;was a good way to release... & i hope each person has their own healthy way of releasing!!! it is good to have this as part of ones daily spiritual hygiene. there is alot of stuff in our world i wish i could release & shift & change.... i spend alot of time doing energy work... visualizing a space of loving wholeness... this is part & parcel of who i am, my heart & souls calling, my life path.... i know it is part of the experience of being human on this earthly realm.... i admit i do no always understand the ickie stuff... often wish i could change it; yet it is what it is... in the states we just celebrated thanksgiving.... & there is a whole history about this holiday that most folks do no even know about.... look it up educate yourself.... be aware of why you do what it is you do.... be clear on who you really are. the whole thanksgiving day got me thinking alot, & it occurred to me odd or sad or a bit off, that we have this one day to celebrate something that really is best to be a daily happening/occurrence .... to be thankful on a daily basis for all that we are, or have or do... for the goodness.... & yes to even be thankful for some of the ick, cause it often does open doors for better to flow through.... course now, i realize i see & feel things different then most folks... however daily thanksgiving & gratitude is a good thing.... & one i feel would be a good practice to embrace on a daily basis.... these are a couple of things that just make us feel better.... & the more we do them the more natural they become the better we feel & the more we offer that very same opportunity to those around us. so~~ gratefull thankfull blessings & hugs.... earthdeva/molly <3
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the past couple of days there have been some intense emotional energies bombarding us .... today there is a bit of a shift.... once again and again.... humanity abuses; abuses & misuses earth our home & our first mother~ abuses & misuse the water, the air the food abuses & misuses humanity it's self abuses & misuses the other kingdoms of creator source... the trees, the animals.... this i do no understand.... however i feel it at a heart & soul level.... i grieve.... i anger & rant.... & i grieve more & then i deep breathe thru my open heart & i love i send this love out & about... i see it & i sense it flow i know the power of love the immense healing power of love to transform, to transmute, to transfigure, & to transcend.... so time & time again i return to center i return to my heart i return to LOVE to heal & to make whole.... gonna light some candles today & be present with LOVE wrapping all who allow in the long arms of love~ brightest blessings warmest love, earthdeva/molly life is good
my life is very full these days.... & my life is good as well!! i am currently taking the opportunity to sort & sift through the things in my life, to see which still fits & holds an active interest & that which it is time to release.... i have always been blessed with immense inspiration, the stream is a constant flow!!! & i do really love this part of my makeup, this part of who i am, or what it is that makes me me ~~ the constant inspiration & ideas is a big part of that..... there is so much i would like to see, do, try, visit, experience.... there are things i truly love & enjoy.... & then there are those things i tend to do simply because i do them, there are the extras i do for others that tend to fill my plate up & i do my best to do a good job, & yet at the same time, i will often put my own desires, hopes, wishes, dreams on hold, or on the back burner to simmer ( for what ever length of time it takes for me to come back to them).... & it is no a thing of avoidance, i simply get busy doing for others.... making anothers' stuff my own, some how in the very fact that i am trying to do a good job.... that is also part & parcel of my nature.... to do a good job.... i believe i have mentioned i am currently participating in a 5 week on line course thru fb "" return to self"" i really do love how spirit works.... this course is further opening a flow of me.... a strong flow of me into my life.... cleansing once again that which does no belong to me... nor is it mine to do.... bringing up to the surface the very things i should be focusing on, completing & accomplishing.... that is a good thing.... most things are good things.... in fact i always do my best to see the good in a situation, experience, or individual..... why???? well it is part of who i am, & i would hope that others would try to see the good in all that is around them.... i truly feel we create goodness just in that way.... to see the good.... to focus on the goodness....  today has been a good day.... taught a young lady some "tools" to utilize in better understanding her empathic gifts.... & how to better understand & work with them. i always find this so enjoyable..... watching the shift that takes place when the individual grounds & clears for the first time it is such a blessing to be able to share this with others !!!
spent the day in a whirlwind of domesticity..... created a special jam that had be rambling in about in my mind for a while..... garlic, onion (i used red & sweet yellow) ginger & crab apples.... all were chopped.... & added to apple cider, 4TV ( my four thieves vinegar health tonic, that is made with herbs & ACV) raw sugar & pectin.... ended up with 12 pints....also made a pot of homemade tomato soup while i was brewing the jam~~ house smells yummy & there are no germs or vampires in the vicinity!!!! continuing to journal & art forward with the "return to self" workshop i am doing..... really liking how this is all flowing! my life is shifting gears a bit with the weather changing.... more time available to do my designing.... & totally looking forward to this!!! i have company coming tomorrow, one of my dear sister sister friends will visit for the day & night & part of the next day & excited for her arrival & our time together.....always goodness & laughter & healing shared between the two of us!! life is good... i am content & happy... new moon energies incoming~~~ gonna share the most recent of my drawing for the workshop.... brightest blessings & blossoming hugs~ earthdeva/molly so much goes on in a moment....
when i stop & am still ~~all that occurs in those moments of just being & if i consider others moments.... yes there is much that takes place.... it's a big story... really... all the goings on.... it's kinda exciting to ponder.... i was being thoughtful.... thinking of politeness..... i was brought up to be polite.... to 'mind my manners' & altho i was at times, a most defiant child.... i was polite... & did my best to be kind.... even when i did no always want to .... i was kind & polite i have realized thru the years of my life & my journey,the act of being kind, being polite.... being gratefull & thankfull takes you to good places & good spaces.... opens up doors... now please know/realize i am speaking of genuine sincere... gratitude & thankfullness!!! have you ever taken the time to thank Mother Earth, to thank nature, to thank the sun & moon & stars.... the trees & the water & the air.... oh my goodness>>>>> yes to thank the air... to give thanks for your homespace, & food.... thankfullness & gratitude come full circle to bestow beautiful blessings & gifts, that arrive at unexpected surprizing moments along the path of our lives.... in the midst of the journey... these surprize packages arrive & it they are often so subtle... or perhaps just the opposite...so real & so in your face & you wonder why..... well it is the returning of the politeness, the gratitude that was expressed by you at one time, coming back to you full circle.... so open hearted kindness, politeness, gratitude.... thankfullness for gifts received... & even gifts shared with others... when given with sincerity & genuine thoughtfull consideration.....will return to us in beautiful ways.... & when we take time to bless all that is around us, to be thankful for the air we breathe & the water that nurtures us on so many levels... we will be blessed in return by all that is around us.... the free flow of love... the free flow of honor & respect.... on a consistent basis.... to bring this back to our day to day lives.... in a very real kinda way!!! so today i am being polite to my homespace, i am gratefull for my homespace, for keeping me safe & warm..... i am being polite & thanking the air, & the frost i see on my earthspace..... & i was polite & gratefull to the water as i began brewing my kombucha this morning.... seeing it filled with love that will in turn nurture my body when i drink it..... so~~~~~~~ politeness gratitude... thankfullness open heart kindness & love honor respect.... tools & skills to carry with you & to hone into perfection.... bring them into your daily dance of life.... bring them with you as you journey your path..... they are easily renewed they are easily carried they are easily shared.... & will bless you in ways far beyond your knowing~~ brightest blessings warmest loving hugs~~ earthdeva/molly i continue with my journey with-in the 5wk course....~returning to self~ this is coming at such a good time for me.... i am so ready for this! 2nd day was ""owning my now"" so whole lotta thoughts on how i own myself in my now moments.... found my old journal from when i had gone to the "finding god in the wilderness" oh my so long ago.... i was in my mid 30's it was interesting to see my self from then & as i am now.... perfect for this days adventure of 'owning my now" brightest blessing as i move into my day~~ 
many years ago, i went to a retreat.... it was about finding "GOD" in the wilderness..... & i remember thinking at the time how could you no find god in the wilderness... god/creator source is the the wilderness.... i remember doing a comparison between what was man made & what God had created.... what was the art of creator source... & i remember the realization man had tried to mimic the mountains in the building of the sky scrapers... & drawing comparisons to other things man had made to what source created..... my recent time in the woods & this 5 week course on returning to self got me to thinking of that years ago retreat.... gonna look see if i can locate my journal from that time way back when.... see where my thoughts & feelings where at that time.... see how far i have journeyed..i'll keep you posted...may be interesting ....blessings bright & beautiful to you~~ earthdeva/molly
 so much transition.... seem to be clearing out the no longer needed thru change & challenge & stillness & ranting.... getting to a place of seeing more, seeing beyond seeing more of the bigger picture... the inner connectedness.... to sacred.... it is what it is & i am that i am~~ hugs of love......... earthdeva~   |
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