just some thoughts ~~

hey there hi there oh there..... oh my goodness.... it is kinda sad to realize i have no posts since 5/2014  that has been a while for sure.... i have been in a bit of a spin cycle.... lots of change...
transition being the key phrase!!!  
as i logged on to share my thoughts it was 11:11   made me smile!
last night i woke to get a drink & it was 11:11  & i had to laugh a bit to myself...
while ago went to get some hot water for my cuppa tea & it was 10:01

yes there are messages all about & paying heed to them is key....

my little company has done quite well... kept me very busy... more so then i ever thought when i started....
& yet the winds of change arrived in a very blustery kinda way, & once again i made some required changes
that were healthy for me....  
i prefer peacefull joyfull harmonious....
i prefer loving & kind....
i require these for my heart & soul & my own rhythm & flow....
once the changes were implemented...... i felt an immediate shift! >>>>>
the spin cycle subsided....  altho i tend to be on the hyper side... i am in no way a "whirllish dervish!!"
i had been swept up & carried away by anothers' energy.... ( i allowed, yes i did, i own that)
i tend to be pretty transparent.... easy going, laid back, tend to be way more tolerant & patient with others, giving them the "benefit of the doubt!!!" more often then they deserve
which can lead to them taking advantage....   often in no so nice ways!!!
i discovered the difference in  helping run a multimillion dollar company with a boss/owner who is supportive &
had my back/ vs/  one who did it very differently.....
& then realizing fully these are both very different to being the boss & the owner!!!!....
when you are the boss & the owner.... there is no one but yourself behind you....
you have to have your own back!!!!!  and yes yes i know>>> creator source has my back as well!
so since March of this year 2014 i have had many valuable lessons & experiences!
ALL of them i can be most gratefull for!!!
in the midst of all of this....
much more has been going on....
there are no dull moments!!
they are all notable!!!

to meet so many lovely people & help them with their earthspaces!!  this brought me much joy!
to visit my beloved "property" on a mostly daily basis.... coming away renewed & refreshed & calm!
to create on so many different venues.... 
the fruit on the property this year has been abundant....& so i have been making jams! 
ventured into brewing kombucha, which has been healthy on so many levels for me!
the door to the whole arena of fermenting has been opened & it is pretty exciting!!!
my portal drawings continue as the new moon & full moon energies come in.....
& the portal oracle deck is progressing, which feels so expansive... so many possibilities with this!
lots of lots of road time  during the month of Sept. which will continue on, as i have been hired full time
by a landscape company in Boise, Id. >>>>>> which is a whole 'nother adventure & new journey !!!
several journeys up in to the  mountains near by in Idaho a few different times gathering wood....
as well as gathering roots & leaves for medicines.... spending time with a loving sister sister friend &
good folks that it's nice to have in my life.

journeyed to the annual Gaian Soul Retreat the lovely Joanna Powell Colbert  http://www.gaiansoul.com/#sthash.Oyvt4NL2.dpbs  holds on Whidbey Island at
Aldermarsh Retreat Center   http://www.aldermarsh.net/
to gather with such loving accepting women fills my heart with so much love... the sharing & caring
the creating & renewing!!!  this i do for me....   this is self love & self care!  when i leave i am stronger...
& i stand in the strength & know myself!
& it's all good it really is....
love my life.... love all that i get to experience...
love the people who come & go
love the ones who stay & hang for longer
yup yup it's all good....
lots of ideas.... to many sometimes.... would love to do them all....
so it's kinda like a smorgasbord...  so much to choose from & it all looks delicious!


till next time, (hopefully sooner then later)
brightest blessings & warmest loving hugs~  earthdeva/molly