"we are Love at the core of our being....
our existence is of LOVE,
our core make up is love,
energetically we are LOVE!
how we choose to live this,
in our life is our choice!!....
LOVE is the only belonging/part of us that we carry
with us when we go on to the next phase of our being..
& really truly it makes the transition so much easier....
i a mean really no baggage to pack or transport!!!
& our life now could be so burden free as well....
yup easy simple effortless"....
hugs & blessings, blessings & hugs, earthdeva/molly
The Element of Earth is connected to the North.
It is considered to be the ultimate feminine element.
It is fertile, stable, nurturing, solid, enduring & strong -
& it is associated with the Goddess.
earth assists in grounding,centering & connectedness.
In color correspondences,
the colors green & brown connect to the Earth.
Air is the Element of the East. It is connected to the soul
& to the breath of life. This element is related to wisdom,
intuitive & psychic work, knowledge, abstract learning,
communication & the powers of the mind.
The Element of Air is associated with the colors yellow and white.
Associated with the South, Fire is a purifying, masculine energy;
it is blood, life & will.
Fire both creates & destroys, & symbolizes the fertility of the God.
This energy can heal or harm,
as well as bring about new life or
destroy that which is old & no longer serves the highest good.
The colors of the Element of Fire are red & orange.
The Element of Water is related to the West.
It is a healing, cleansing & purifying
energy that is associated with emotions,
feelings, love, daring, courage,
the unconscious mind, intuition, fertility & passion.
The colors of this element are blue & green.
these writings shared & gathered from research & experiences...
was thinking the other day when i was out & about
thinking about the words....
"SHOULD" & "Suppose to"
sensing the huge quantities of "guilt energy" that surrounds these words....
& personally feeling/finding i am inclined
to avoid doing something,
if those words come into my own thought process
or are included in any part of it....
or if someone happens to say them to me,
i find my self pulling back pretty fast.
just kinda interesting to note.
yes they are simply words, however they
and some others,
come with much baggage, & heaviness...
so blessings for all the "guilt" words & surrounding them in Loves bright light!!!
past few days have had some intensity for me personally..
i find it interesting this morning searching for comfort, i found
it in my own words & voice.... love how Source works!!!!
i shared this blog post a couple of years on this day,
which was perfect for me today>>>
i'm once again nudged to share it for self,
as well as those who may also need to hear these words.
i have had some recent happenings in my experiences, that have brought me to
some deep pondering....
so once again this morning i found myself pondering;
self, myself & what it is that i do...
in my current life time i have worn many a hat,
i have done many things... "been" many things...
mostly i am at heart & soul, an artist! i create....
i create many things... alot with nature... i create spaces...
i also care deeply for our planet earth & ALL that she is, &
how she supports & sustains all of us,
as well as all the kingdoms of Creator Source.
i have done my best to make choices that support & encourage these things
i care deeply about the wholeness & health of all beings!
i support goodness,joy peace harmony & love for all beings!
i KNOW i hold a space of loving light,
& have held this space for a long time....
holding this space is in no way a burden, nor is it a hardship,
it is part & parcel to whom i have become, who i am, & what i do....
who am i>>>
simply put,i hold a space of love!!
i accept this, i acknowledge this.
i anchor this space of Love, until others are prepared to step into it themselves....
& it is with joy i have observed many who do so...
on my side, there is observation,
& at times yes i admit there is a bit of frustration,
( & admit this is my own, when i get in my own way!)
& yet the space of Love is always there!
& yes it is a comfort to me & for me....
i have come to a place of non-judgements of another...
just a loving clear observation...
i have also realized, often times, stillness
& silent loving observation is the best course of action/non action/re-action...
& to step back & allow...
a space of love... this is the ultimate LOVE... & only LOVE is real!
this is the source of love, the perfect love... Creator Sources' Love...
tis not my love, it is far more pure & powerful...
& yet i have been blessed to hold & anchor this space for others,
until the time is right for them to step into it....
on their own, their own time, their own way...
& from time to time... when i get out of my own way,
when i am silent & still, when my breath is in alignment...
i renew myself with-in this space of love....
i know it well, & yet it is a conscious choice that
i am also in this current world as well....
it is not for me to be always ""blissed out"",
for i am to be experiencing this world as well!!
& yet to "hold the space, a space of love"
has been a deep heartfelt life calling, to hold a space for others,
till they choose to step into it on their own...
this has been an honor, & it humbles me when i feel it in its fullness!!
i know there are others who lovingly hold space as well &
i honor & acknowledge them for their own dedication to this service ...
for me it is a true blessing & has sustained me through experiences
& situations, that had this space of Love been unknown to me,
i would have shattered beyond words description!!
as an empath.... i have learned so much, what is mine,
what is anothers.. healthy boundaries... taking time, clearing, being, stillness...
holding a space of love for another has been a choice of my heart & soul...
while being here in this earthly realm....
walking a fine line between the boarder lands...
i choose LOVE, i choose this goodness...
i choose to be present fully in Love as is humanly possible.
i choose to hold this space of LOVE,
all the while being/doing me, my realself, & all that entails... in this current reality....
often moving beyond my own comfort zone...
to be fully present for another...
knowing full well it is for a moment
& that i am also held in Loves Bight Light....
so it is. & so it is...
i am that i am...
i will hold a space
brightest blessings & loving hugs, earthdeva/molly
i am finding i need to process my thoughts/experience.
so i am placing them here, at this point unsure if i will publish.
in Feb. i experienced a very personal life changing interaction.
i will not go into the details of what occurred, for it truly is now
"water under the bridge" however i know i am still processing it all.
i had been on a creative roll!!! i had been on a creative high.
this event broke me open, & i emotionally spilled out all over.
momentarily i saw myself no longer being able to
live/exist where i had put my roots down.
i was swallowed by grief & sadness & confusion.
i had been in the midst of creating one of (to me) most interesting & exciting
portal paintings to place in my solo art show.
i was so very broken, i stopped my painting! i stopped creating.
i totally dismantled my homespace!!!
i began to give/donate things away,
i sold furniture.
&i packed up my belongings to move away.
OR perhaps it was to run away!
run away from the pain & confusion.
i was in a place of deep grief, & at that point could see no other way to go.
in the midst of all of this, i was in daily contact with my family
& i also asked a young friend to assist me,
my family does not live nearby.
she became a daughter of my heart!
i am deeply gratefull for her presence in my life!
i learned several things about myself while going thru this experience.
i am a giver,
i typically step in to fix/repair the breaks in my relationships
(even when i did not create them.)
i have a deep strength & courage to do what i need to do.
i am forgiving & accepting (often times giving an
individual the "benefit of the doubt" numerous times.)
i also have a very strong/deep boundary line,
& once it has been crossed ::::>
i go into self protect mode big time!!!
so. 3 months later,
where am i??
i am in a clearer, more guarded & protected place.
more aware, more present in each moment.
i am loving myself. i am taking care of myself.
i am putting myself first.
no t in a selfish way, in a self~loving nurturing way!
i have full clear knowing, folks have to want to help/change themselves.
we make our own happy!
we each have enough love in our own hearts.
everyone has a hurt little child who requires love,protection,
& acknowledgement from our own adult selves!!!!
as an elder i have shifted/am shifting my focus;
to what i choose to live & create.
trusting my intuition even more so.
i am still living in my beloved homespace!!
it has been deep cleaned & re~arranged,
the energy has been shifted & cleared
some rooms have a fresh coat of paint, others soon will.
my home is minus numerous things,
it has also been smudged & blessed!!
it has a new fresh feel to it!
i am gratefull to have it's roof over my head,
& the loving protective walls around me!!!!
portal painting #6 is still sitting on the easel waiting my return
& i wonder at the place that portal took me;
it was a VERY powerful/empowering journey for sure!!!!
so much of my creativity went into re~newing my sacred homespace.
recovering tucked away items to utilize in unique ways,
was a bit of an adventure that i can say i enjoyed!!
all of this assisted/is assisting in nurturing my wounded self, back to wholeness.
growth & change are often painfull, yet one does no t need to stay in
the pain, or grief, or sadness. i chose to move thru it all.
i am still in "self protect" mode big time, & that is perfectly good!
i am listening & hearing, watching & observing
my own life flow around me, as well as
my relationship with family, friends, folks in general,
& also my creativity, & how i express it,
as well as nature, mother earth, life as it is.
seeing with even more clarity!!!
i recognize i choose my reactions.
i remember which way i am going
it is my own path after all!
perhaps i required being emptied to see how very full i already was on my own.
i honor myself for coming thru this experience & knowing how
to properly love & nurture my own self.
yup it is what it is.
& so it is i journey forward!!!
blessings & love,
i am in deepest of gratitude to all those who sprinkle seeds of love throughout their day,
i am in gratitude to all those who shine loves bright light,
i am ingratitude to all those who share their love in whatever way, & however small,
you may think you are "not doing much"
HOWEVER ALL our combined LOVE is a powerfull force~~
warmest hugs of love, earthdeva/molly
The road of materialism has led to a big huge dead end &
any attempts to continue in this direction most likely will be blocked with challenges in all directions.
so Then a main theme of it will be to let go!!!!!
( surrender to source so to speak)
& especially to let go of any of the established ways of "domination"/CONTROL!!! (the power/greed shit stuff)
the "systems" (they are all broken anyway)
The results will be interesting to say the least...
what we see from our old perspectives & call chaos and anarchy (anarchy means that no one rules)
so folks will increasingly start to ask what governments are good for & who needs them...
& wonder about all the stuff they have been accumulating...
yup we are in the midst of change.... sleepers wake up~
why do we need someone telling us who to be/ or how to be?
( like i said just thinkin)
for me 5's always seems to represent a
day of change
day of change.
change is good.
chose to change what is no longer working in your life
chose to change what no longer flows the way you'd like
so what can i say....? ( oh so much!! lol)
the energies of change!
felt them coming in yesterday...
big change this way be coming.....
put on your boots or your dancing shoes...
or heck stick your naked toes in the green grass.....
hold your hat, or let your hair fly free...
.it's in the wind,it's in the sea...
it is in the rocks & trees~
change is in the soil for sure.....
just know change doth cometh~
cha cha changes
hugs of loving expansive change.
open to the goodness. open to love.
deep breath of morning breeze
dewy grass on bare toes..
gratefull to this morning
gratefull to this day...
to all the possibilities
to all the potential
for magic; magic that is hidden, magic the shines
for miracles; in each & every moment, in every breath.
being aware to the unknown...
being aware to the surprises
being aware to the "plans" that go aright
or perhaps no so much.
it's all good! choosing the goodness in all.
another day to live, to laugh, to love, to be fully me.
may your day be blessed!
so far this morning..i've
spent some time clearing, centering, & meditating
sending blessings & holding a space
of loving wholeness for ALL <3
listening to my Pandora Classical music channel.
enjoying drinking a cup of Jasmine Blossom Tea
feeling the peace & calm of my homespace.
smelling the palo santo i smudged with.
entertaining my creative thought process
for potential works of art.
i have a meeting at 10:30
i hear my gardens calling me
& i hear the whispers of the backwoods
as they share secrets with my heart!
May your day be full of blessings & goodness
where ever you may be.
footnotes>>>> on being sensitive, on being empathic
this day i am being nudge to share this part of myself with others
who may also experience this, & not know how to handle it.
there was a time in my life, i was so overwhelmed by this
part of who i am, did not understand it, & truly thought myself
to be going crazy!!
i mentioned to some folks the other day i had recently become even more" hermit like"
being a double Cancer with my moon in Aquarius, as well as being
an empath who is very sensitive to energies, i find myself spending
large quantities of being overly "protectively aware" of my space.
my personal space, my home space, & my earth space.
i am so very grateful for my connection to mother earth & nature!
i am so very grateful for my connection to Divine Source!
i am also very grateful for the constant presence of love
i feel from them as well as my angels & the beings of light i work with.
when there is a disruption of any sort in the energy fields/girds
i find myself pulling back in to my heart,
not closing it,( as i promised i would never close my heart again)
however i do pull back away from anything i sense as imbalanced or dis~harmonious...
certain things i understand/read & are part of the natural cycles...
other things are man made, & often it is these that are very overwhelming for me.
i am grateful i have a job that allows me this type of flexibility....
(i am grateful this 'job' was created for me :)
so with all the change we are currently in the midst of,
i am being nudged to share with others
how it is i personally come to a place where i feel clear & calm
how it is i center after an "overwhelming" experience
i do a lot of deep breathing, i choose to see/sense myself
breathing in through my heart center.
i choose to know i am breathing in pure love direct from the creator,
i see this as golden white light, flowing into my heart.
& i trust that this is so!!
i choose to re-establish my connection to mother earth...
as i send my energy down to her... through my feet & from my tailbone...
(& on some occasions ever my lower 3 chakras)... i allow all the crud
that as attempted to attach to me, to fall off, to flow down to be transformed...
in this process, i am gifted with the beautiful presence of mother earth,
the beautiful gift of maternal love from my blessed first mother!!!
this is in itself very healing!!
i also request my own higher self to anchor into my being & all bodies... physical, emotional, mental, & ethereal... as well as all the flows between through & around... to anchor into the cells glands & organs of my physical body... then as i feel the higher vibration i allow it to fill me, when I knew i was able to hold & maintain that frequency... i ask her to anchor in on a deeper level of my being & then the deepest level of my being... doing this on a regular basis... i continue to ground & center to mother earth.... i learned to adjust & assimilate all of this, & found what works perfect for me~~
several times a week i take a sea-salts bath to further cleanse my
aura & energy bodies... i developed a aura bath salts...
& often utilize this as well. when i am bathing i welcome
the assistance of the high beings of love & light
to cleanse & purify, balance & harmonize, smooth & sooth my energy bodies....
i use this time to pray & connect on a deeper level with my creator & my higher self.
i sense this as the loving embrace as the "holy father"
i trust this to be, & so it is!!!
i do my best to eat foods that are as natural as possible,
& to drink purified water, all of these things
assist me in maintaining a higher/clearer vibration of love.
i do my best to avoid things where the energy has a denser feel to it.
i frequently 'scan' myself, my energy bodies & make appropriate adjustments.
i spend as much time as i am able outside in nature...
listening, being still, being present... this is very healing & calming.
i do my best to follow my heart, realizing i am on my own path,
& i know that it is a spiritual path.
i do my best to listen to my heart & my inner voice.
i trust Divine Source at all times.
iknow st.michael stands guard at all times,
i also have other beings of light & love that work with me as well.
i do my best to stay in the now, & avoid going into fear, & recognize it for what it is.
so there it is.... these are the things i have been nudged to share
this day... trusting that it will speak to those who are listening....
and so it is......and so it is....
Only Love is Real!
& i journey forward with this as my guide & focus
warmest hugs of love, Brightest blessings ~ earthdeva/molly
molly rice ~~aka earthdeva