soooo much change!!  interesting how the universe unfolds & doors close & doors open.....
& when you really look there is goodness with-in it all....
so without going into all the gory facts & details...
that which had been a major stress in my life...
that which i had been holding & taking the responsibility for...
is no longer....
did no happen in the way i thought...
yet it happened!!
& i am good with it....
i am more than relieved!!!
in fact a huge giant wave of relief washed over me as i realized it was over, i was done!
i got fired from the job/the icky energyed boss is out of my life!!!
the end came sooner than i thought ( i was gonna leave June1st)
the universe released me!!!
yes i started my own new little design & i am most grateful for the foresight & motivation to do this  ...it is progressing in beautiful ways!!
i realized how amazingly appropriate & symbolically this pathway was ...
the pathway i had envisioned & designed was completed the day before the firing....
with the pathway completed, there was an energetic shift!!!
....i love how what i do in the physical plays out spiritually & energetically
  i was so ready to move forward on so many levels !!! [& so i have!]
....iam so excited & love how the clients choice of materials blended to create this fluid organic pathway...
the clients are thrilled....both my hardworking buddy; who supplied able bodied labor as well as a good eye for attention & i impressed ourselves with the finished product!!
the total project is nearing completion....
i am in such a state of calm & peace...
no shadow following, or burden heavy upon my shoulders.... = no stress [so good!]
i know i will be good... even great!!
love how the universe assisted manifesting what will feed my heart & soul once again....
more creativity for me freely to express.....
love how the mental body is quieting & calming all around me....

so i am once again ....joyfully on my journey forward on the path of life~~~
brightest blessings & lov

Saturday i had an opportunity to revisit a lovely place.... an Arboretum.
this place & i have a history .... it is part of my story....
i took tree climbing tests there, took my national Arborist Certification exam at the guest center.
it was wonderful to visit it with out any anxiety of having to perform well.....
it has been many years since those visits... & i found it interesting how situations can color
so many things.... i remembered it was lovely, yet this time i was there to enjoy!!
& i did enjoy it totally & completely!!!
spring was a perfect time.... all the flowering trees were in blossom...
the grass was soft & inviting & i took my heeled sandals off to walk barefoot thru it
& give my self a beautiful gift of connecting with the earth.....
i was accompanied by two wonderful little boys....
my beloved grandson,Falcon man & my daughters' boyfriends little boy Kellan....
what a perfect time we had...
little boys, big trees & rocks, soft grass, a flowing creek, a friendly duck, & impromptu dandelion boats ....
yup yup pretty perfect!!!
being barefoot in the grass was the best!!
watching the boys be little boys was a total joy & blessing !!
feeling the warmth of the sun & smelling the fragrant air was a delight!
remembering the climbing gear & how i loved being up in those trees was a special gift.

today as i prepare for my coming week.... i realize my count down continues.... 2 weeks...
just 14 days...
then a big emotional burdensome weight will be lifted & released....
it has never really been mine to carry, yet i did, i took it on....
part of my path for whatever reasons
& yes  i am very clear on all of the reasons...
this past week alone, 3 more confronted me face to face.
yup i am more then ready to let it go & move on!!!!
i am moving on... to a new for me venture....
i am excited...
i am ready....
it will be good.... it is mine....
i have manifested this... the universe has been most supportive!
i am aware there are some unanswered concerns/questions, & yet i am ok with it all...
i know they will be answered in the perfect way.....
there is lots to do, & i will take the time to do it 'right'  
i know i will be provided for in amazing abundance!
this whole process has been most interesting to experience....no so easy, yet interesting....
change is good....knowing when to let go & move on is good.... doing it for yourself is even better

feeling lighter each and every day~

brightest blessings & warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly

oh my.... goodness.... so much goodness!  & it makes me smile~~

lots on my mind & life as of late...
 lots of organizing
lots of planning & preparing...
for i am creating new!!

the full moon always opens up amazing energetic portals of opportunities!!
it is up to each of us how/what we choose to do with the opportunity that is offered!
growth & healing...remembering our wholeness is part & parcel of our path
& human/earthly experience....
interestingly there are those that will fight it at every turn.....
they fight themselves, the energies, & the universe....
& then wonder at why they are where they are....
our society/humanity is a constant source of amazement to me
i have over the years become an observer....i do my best to no judge.....
in our society… it is easier for humanity to judge then accept…
it is the norm to point the finger to blame another…
guilt & blame & judgement are some heavy burdensome "things"
i prefer to leave them behind...

the gift & ability to love & accept without any judgment …. is huge!!
Unconditional love a most beautiful gift & offering~~

Owning our stuff>>>>  all of it is no always the easiest thing to do!!...
& those who have accomplished this task/ability are far better/blessed for it!!!
&  for each individual that owns their own stuff.... yay you!!!
cause it removes it from the collective so it is no longer dumped on another!!!
& i thank you & bless you!

Giving our self permission to do what we want, to stay what we want, to be who we want....
big thing~   & those who know how to do this from an open heart of love.... thank you bless you...
for you are offering this freeing gift to those around you!!

recognizing we alone are responsible for our stuff.... big stuff!! we are all capable of this!
it is a hugely brave thing to do!!  yet once done... becomes easier & easier~
breaking unhealthy patterns & programs is vital to remembering your wholeness!!

when there is an imbalance with-in our being... our words/actions/emotions/thoughts/reactions...
are all colored & affected by this imbalance... we may feel what another says or does...
is done to intentionally hurt us... we react.... this can become a vicious cycle back & forth
& >>even IF<< something was done intentionally to hurt....
we do NO have to take it in, or take it on, we do NO have to hold it!!
... it is what it is!!  we do NO have to invite it in... we are free to let it go let it go let it go!!
so the button pushers.... good/bad   nope ....  simply see it as an opportunity to heal
the soft spot it touched with-in your being.... it came to your awareness to be healed...
when it is shoved back at the other with a "blame" you are rejecting the gift of
remembering your wholeness....
we are each such unique individuals...we each have our own path....
no one truly knows another....
yet we are all here together on this journey of life....
meandering down this path....  it can all be goodness if you recognize it as so...

i have mentioned so much of this before & in different ways....
yet i continue to be nudged to share this message to the souls who are open to hearing~~

brightest blessings, warmest loving hugs  earthdeva/molly

today is mother's day.....

i realize for many today brings both blessings & challenges....
this day is always a day of great pondering for me.....
i am grateful for my own mother for bringing me into this world.... for the many life lessons i learned from & through her.....i am thankful for the wisdom of the universe.... for the wisdom of my own inner mother....i am grateful for all these beautiful  blessings .......i am also most gratefull for all those women who came into my life when i was in need of mothering....for all the love i received from them & the many gifts of sharing caring & understanding & acceptance they gave me.....

    today is mother's day
     & i think of my own children.... those i gave birth to & those who came into my life along the way....
     i send these words out to the universe with the biggest love......
    i was born with an innate sense of mothering...& i see this to be an enormous blessing!!!!
    i have been both honored & challenged to be a mom....
    being a mother has brought me some of my greatest joys & thrills
    as well as some of my deepest pain & sorrows....
    & yet love has always present!

    for all my children i have brought into this world.....
    I've been with you & loved you
    since before your birth.
    I'll stand by your side,
    even after i leave this blessed earth....
    through joys & heartaches you brought me more then i ever imagined....
    i have learned much about life & love from your beautiful presence....
    i love you heart & soul!
    it is with gratitude, grace, joy & deep abiding love i thank you for choosing
    me as your vehicle to this earth plane.....& for the blessing of being your mom!

    & for those children i did no birth.... yet have lovingly taken into my heart~~
    thank you for the gift of you, for allowing me to be present for you
    & with you as you met the challenges of your life....
    it has been an honor.... & i love you~

    to all the mother's children.....
    brightest blessings & warmest loving hugs