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just a loving gentle reminder~~~ awareness of the fact that humanity & our planet is in the midst of some big changes.... the current energies can be intense ( just came off a huge full moon & lunar eclipse... the grand cross is in play, we have a solar eclipse coming up...plus there are all the ascension energy shifts at play).... all these are assisting us to be all that we are meant to be.... polishing us to a beautiful glow~~ & we can experience them in oh so many ways.... best thing to do.... love yourself insure you ground & center frequently.... be present with what you may be feeling or experiencing... often life situations & relationships may seem overwhelming when these types of energy currents are flowing thru.... its all good, really it is.... sometimes it seems we are balancing on toes upon the tight wire.... high above the roaring ocean waves or the billowing smoke & flames... just know we are our own best heroines/heros!!! this to shall pass.... the stars will shine tonight & the sun will rise in the morn..... & we can love ourselves better than anyone~~ loving hugs, beautiful bright blessings.....earthdeva/molly 
this day was full of some other folks anger & frustration
they attempted to get me to hold it for them, to dump it on me..... i did no allow this.... i handled my day with as much joy, humor, ease & grace as i was able.... to love myself.... to honor myself! the winds of change are blowing harder.... no to much longer it seems... it's all good... i am blessed we are all blessed~~~ & so it is & so it is..... when we are aware of something.... anything; it allows us to make healthier choices for our self & those we love. when we are aware of an on coming change headed our way... when we are aware we are in the midst of these changing situations, when we are aware that there may be 'under lying' reasons to these situations or events that have affected or may affect us,.... awareness allows us to have a deeper understanding >>>> a sense of clarity! we allow our self more clarity on how to better react or deal with it all. we may even be able to effectively assist a healthier out come. i have known i am in a huge transition, i am aware of many parts of it.... see a bigger picture...understand the key 'players'..... there were parts of myself that had hoped things would become easier for me to remain in the situation, (perhaps it was because i was familiar with it) however the current environment is unhealthy & i know it.... i also have been working with the flows of energy within & around this situation...... i have been 'biding' my time so to speak....yet there is more to it..... i have been taking the opportunity to ask myself what it is that i really desire.... seeing what my options actually were.... making lists, & checking them twice or 3 or 4 times.... getting it clear & understandable & workable for myself... choosing to create something new for myself... taking my time, & daily doing something towards creating the new, always with loving intent.... daily giving myself the time or space that i may require in that given moment.... loving myself thru this transition.... flowing with the changes in the best possible way.... detaching, releasing, cutting the cords that had in a sense bond me to the situation & individuals involved.... change is change & it comes in many shapes & sizes.... tossing aside or giving away what no longer fits or has purpose for me or my life.... removing the stagnate/unhealthy/congested flows... all these things are carried out in the physical, mental & emotional & spiritual realms in the physical it is my purposeful action to bring forth/manifest what i have created in the spiritual/ my intentions..... purposeful actions.... the act of physically doing something with clear purpose.... the act of physically moving one thing to another location.... or removing it entirely from your space to shift the energy flows.... it is the act carried out on purpose in the physical... to show clear intentions to spiritual you are ready to move forward.... it is bringing all aspects into alignment to manifest a desirable outcome..... it could be viewed as the brighter/up side of the 10 of swords.... when we are in the midst of change & rearranging our life.... it can look kinda messy perhaps even a bit ugly or scary.... yet when the 'remodeling/reconstruction/revamping/cord removal' is complete..... it is amazing how fresh & new it will all be..... keeping in mind...... we have done all the basic ground work & used quality materials (thoughts & actions) creating change on purpose fully aware & with an open heart of love.... it is amazing what we can accomplish when we are aware of all that is going on. there are always many ways to see & be aware of something.... brightest blessings, warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly  i was sitting here pondering the reawakening of nature...
it is mostly green, the buds have broken,& the leaves are unfolded & all shinny green & fresh.... yesterday when i woke i was feeling somewhat overwhelmed by some of the collective energies.... so i started cleaning my house to help create a shift of the energies... & then the sun was calling so sweetly to me, so i went outside to enjoy it..... spending the better part of the afternoon in the woods observing nature & my favorite cow moose. i came home feeling happy & renewed & totally completely blessed by my experiences!!!! recently my little grandson was visiting over his spring break.... he wondered about attending church, since he would be with me on a sunday.... so when sunday came, after sharing a lovely breakfast, i took him hiking.... & when we had made our way up the hillside & were sitting on a a big rock, with the trees all around, i asked him to close his eyes & take a deep breath, & just be quiet ..... i said... "listen, do you hear, can you feel.... creator source/God is all around"..... he opened his eyes ,with a big smile on his face.... & i said....'this is nana's church.....i told him he could talk to God & be with God the whole time.... i told him this is where i come to feel & hear God. he was smiling & told me he liked my church. growing up i experienced so very many different things..... there was alot i felt & saw in nature... after awhile, i realized most people did not experience or see the way i did....after sharing what i saw a few times, & being punished for it, i learned early on to keep these things to myself.... there were some very special adults in my life, that i feel were there on purpose to help & comfort me from some very heavy ugly things a child should never have to experience, yet sadly,unfortunately they still do.... some very special adults who showed me what love,kindness & nurturing really was about.... i saw many contradictions growing up.... i saw alot.... i choose to honor it all.... everything that happened, helped me become who i am today.... i will no be a victim.... & i choose to be more then a survivor, i prefer to rise & shine & thrive.... this day of easter sunday...can not come & go without the fond memories of "the coloring of the eggs" a ritual that took place in my childhood .... i loved every part of it.... perhaps it is because of the one who taught it to me, the one i experienced it with for so many years.... the one who touched my heart in so very many ways during my childhood.... the one who i lovingly named my daughter after.... the memories are real & beautiful & cherished!! i used to think it was because it was all so magical..... sure it was magic... the easter egg hunts.... the little treasures in the garden.... the gathering & celebrating.... it was magic!!!..... & as i look back all these many years later.... i see with clarity what the magic really was.... it was LOVE pure & real... it was the experience of LOVE, unconditional love & total acceptance! the realization of knowing i was safe to be who i was with this person. i did my best to carry on this tradition with my own children.... did my best to show them the magic & the love.... i continue to choose the magic... to sprinkle it all about~~ i continue to do my best to be that love, that unconditional love & acceptance.... & so here's to "the coloring of the eggs" here's to the magic... here's to the rebirth of nature... here's to the rebirth of self.... here's to unconditional love & acceptance brightest radiant blessings & warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly be kind & extra gentle with yourself today....
extra doses of love & understanding forgiveness of self for the little silly things ( those wouldashouldacouldas, oh yeah & the ifonlys!!) let go deep breathe be still ( even just a minute ) do something in nature.... listen to nature sounds... hold a stone... feel the bark on a tree smell a spring blossom... smell the earth! taste some spring greens.... be good to you! love yourself totally & completely love yourself unconditionally.... give yourself permission to be yourself fully & completely.... just for a moment detach/forget the 'havetos" the deadlines... yup let them go..... change your perspective..... ( heck stand on yer head ) drink a glass of pure water.... & really taste it let water run over your hands & really feel it if you live near a river or lake or better yet the ocean.... go listen to it... ( yes you can even listen to a CD of the ocean!!) bless these moments.... bless them & feel the gratitude in these moments.... yup be kind & extra gentle with yourself today~~ & as you do, each time you do.... the restrictive bonds will loosen & fall away... & as you see & experience the beauty all around know that beauty is you as well!! brightest blessings, & warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/ molly i was pondering change this morning.... the winds of change; at times come in all mighty with their fierceness & howling... & times they are but a gentle breeze lifting wisps of leaves, grass, or our hair....... & then also the winds of change can be mix of anything in between these two.... change is no a bad thing.... most often a good thing! we have so much of change going on all about these days.... i certainly am in the midst of it myself!!!! currently choosing to create it for myself... working with my intuition & totally trusting Creator Source as i go about it in a way that flows for me, is healthy for me, that is easier & more joyful & much less stress! when we recognize change coming towards us or entering our lives.... there is no need to go to a place of fear.... yes it is nice to be/feel the familiar about us, yet there are times the familiar is unhealthy & a change would do us far more good... those are times to take note of the nudging of our inner voice & intuition, as well as the nudges of nature & the universe.... focus on what would bring you happiness, peace, & harmony..... recognize what may be your fears... sit with them a bit... yet do no dwell on them, only understand them,& where they may be coming from! doing this will assist you in moving thru them to the otherside... fears are most often our own misunderstandings, or even hurt feelings that have never been acknowledged.... mend & heal your inner wounds... love yourself, forgive yourself... & ease into the winds of change.... stretch wide your arms & let the winds of change blow right thru you.... it's a good cleansing ritual!! this full moon & lunar eclipse that will grace us with her presence in the wee early hours of the morning ( 4-15-2014) is bringing much energy of change for us to work with, to invite into our lives & our beings.... you choose to flow with it, or fight a battle... either way change is present! sharing a portal drawing of the current incoming full moon/lunar eclipse energies i was picking up on. brightest blessings..... warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly <3  in 1998 i was in a head on accident & suffered a concussion that kept me in a heavy swirly fog for 2 years.... i lost many abilities that were a large part of who i saw myself to be, & how i had functioned in the world & my life... one of the things i lost was my skill & ability of doing hand lettering, i was trained as a graphic artist... old school, where everything was done by hand, i had a knack/gift at hand lettering/calligraphy.... i had always loved penmanship & it just came quite naturally to me....on different occasions during the concussion, when i tried to do my art/craft i was unable!.....this was beyond frustrating for me on so many levels....things that had always calmed & comforted me, like the calligraphy were gone! when the fog of the concussion lifted & i tried again to do my art/craft, i was still unable.... the natural flow, the distinct style that was my own, the ability was no so free flowing, i was devastated....i felt lost & the confusion of the concussion lingered....so i became busy doing other things, that i had learned while the concussion affected me......in 2010 i challenged myself to overcome this block, that had at that point become more of a fear.... i challenged myself to see what i could do.... so since i do no sleep so much during the nights prior to the new & full moons, that became testing time, my a productive time..... i promised myself, i would no push or judge myself, i would no be critical.... i would just allow the pen & ink to flow.....whatever came out just was..... a couple months into this process, i realized i was tuning into the incoming energies of the new & full moon... & so i continued to allow these to just be expressed on the paper by the pen & ink~~~ these expressions... became known as my portal drawings... recently i decided to create an oracle deck utilizing these drawings..... the 1st draft recently arrived..... i am quite please with the coloration & quality of the printing, i am however in the midst of some editing so the portal art work is expressed in the fullest manner.....over the past 4 years, i have been posting some of the portal drawings .... the past week, i have been posting some, posing the question::please share what you feel/experience when you view this portal drawing.... i do sincerely appreciate your comments i find them very helpful & interesting..... keep in mind.... a portal is an opening between one place & another.... an oracle is wisdom shared..... when utilizing an oracle deck; there is no 'right/wrong' way to use it, look at the pictures.... what comes forth for you to see or know....i was asked if this deck would be available for sale..... yes absoulutely i will be offering it to the public...once the editing is complete the deck is good to go~~~ thank you again hugs, earthdeva/molly 
mornin mornin..... much going on all about~~ yesterday i posted this on my fb page: soooo i have been experiencing this underlying ""antsyness"" it came in with the incoming new moon energies.... & has >lingered< long beyond..... feeling a constant motion & slight pressure in my entire being & fields.... i realize all the sun/solar flare & earthquakes & tsunami energies are flitting & flailing about..... so i am sensing this is the connection.... no fears.... only love recognizing big shifting taking place~ deep breathing, grounding/re-grounding & centering drinking lots more pure water.... & doing best to be still..... altho feeling strongly to be outside... so perhaps a hike is in the works.... i was nudged to connect with a fb friend who lives in montana..... as i kept seeing posts about yellowstone... & the energies i was feeling were related to inner earth rumblings.... the friend was well.... & had also experienced some shifting taking place.... we messaged back & forth on different topics of common interest, as it had been a while since our last conversation.... then the friend suggested i connect with the elementals & do one of my pen & ink portal drawings, to assist in the calming of the yellowstone situation (they called my portal drawings>>>>" mandalas"/ i liked that, made me smile) & suddenly i got angel bumps all about.... awesome idea. great suggestion!!! so i went to my sketch book, opened it up & got shivers all over once again..... there it was,>>>> the portal drawing....already started!!!!!.. a few nights before, i had been unable to sleep & so got up to draw.... & had totally spaced it off,until that moment when i saw it for the first time all over again!!! i was washed all about with this most amazing sense & knowing..... i am aware of my connection to creator source, to blessed mother earth.... to the energies all about....i sense them, feel them, know them.... i have had some amazing connections with the elementals.... & yet, & yet!!!>>>>> i had yet to put 2 & 2 together.... i knew when i was doing my drawings i was picking up on the energies.!!... yet did no even consider them to be some type of messages from the elementals.... i had this really profound ""duh"" moment..... i was a bit overwhelmed.... & humbled & a few other emotions all at the same time.... so i am in the midst of finishing this portal drawing, adding the color to this """meditational portal mandala""" to assist the elementals in calming the energies of the inner earth..... of course i will share, & i lovingly request you join me in mediating & focusing with a clear open heart on creating a peaceful loving harmonious new earth~~~ brightest blessings & always always warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly totally interesting while i was working on it, felt pressure..... then release..... would get a heated sensation....then i'd feel normal.... the elementals.... really just wanted to be acknowledged... it is all 'flowing' as it is meant to be with in the earth as if yellowstone is a big pressure release point...... i am gratefull to my friend for the nudge, because it helped me recognize what my drawings really are all about on a bigger level..... messages from the elementals....no just the energies i am feeling/experiencing  i love how the universe conspires to work with you when you let go....
i love how the doors of possibility open wide when you decide & choose to move forward in your life's journey!!! the whole current "job" situation had been such a stress, & in reality i was carrying a ugly heavy burden i did no need to be responsible for..... when i choose to acknowledged this fact to ALL those involved ( including myself) & made my choice of what my plan/goal was, & mapped my course..... as well as letting go & totally trusting the universe to provide & care for me..... I totally trust creator source knows me better then i know myself.... & had created those once perfect jobs before.....& i knew it would happen again, providing i got out of my own way..... that there was something even more perfect coming to me.... this is happening..... there are things i know about myself, things i am skilled, knowledgeable, & accomplished at doing.... i love my freedom & flexibility & for me those are a priority.... as is integrity! things about me that make me uniquely me {{{ we all have these things that make us uniquely us }}} our world is in the midst of huge changes.... we are witnessing these changes all around......we assist by every intention, by our attitude, by our actions, & our reactions..... we are a big part of all of this..... we are co-creating ~~ on a deeper/perhaps bigger level, i am very aware part of my spiritual path was to hold & anchor love in a particular region..... to "hold space" so to speak, & my current job had been a big part of my spiritual path & work (i always felt the universe had dropped that job in my lap!!)..... yet with all the changes & the new taking place.... it was my time to let go, the new energies have shifted enough, are strong enough & all around..... so i can let go of my "job" & experience all the newness as well..... i am in the midst of creating new for myself.... utilizing my skills, abilities, talents.... doing the types of things that bring me the greatest joy.... following my heart...... i recently sent in the 1st draft for 2 different oracle decks.... using my pen & ink drawings i have done over the past few years.... this is something i had thought about doing for quite some time.... a door opened up & it all came together.... i am leading a workshop this weekend on making your own herbal tinctures.... at one time i lead workshops on several different topics..... i enjoy this, & am grateful to welcome this back into my life. i love being outside.... i love design, i love creating.... i am now doing landscape design.... it so makes sense!..... it is a perfect "job" for me..... i am feeling the "happy" once again in my own life.... knowing i am flowing forth on my path in the best way possible for me..... last nite, on our evening drive on the property, we stopped at the pond.... the frogs were in perfect form & it was a lovely tune they sang for us..... there was a wee sliver of silver moon hanging in the sky.... my heart was happy.... spring.... newness all about.... new beginnings!!! brightest blessings |
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