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i was a victim i was a survivor i chose to become a thriver! i have experienced many things in this go round on earth! both beautiful as well as the awful ugly bad shit! ALL of my experiences have assisted in making me who i am this day, ALL of my experiences helped shape me as a person. ALL of my experiences have offered me a perspective of how it can be. so each moment of each day, i get t choose; how to be how to react or no react the words to say or to be silent & still once when i was a victim in pain about past happenings.. someone said to me, that it was part of what made me me, at 1st i was offended... he continued further to say, i was a good person, with a kind & loving heart, & what had happened to me was all part of that... in that moment... my soul took me by the hand & led me to a higher perspective... & offered me a different view, & more clarity.... in that moment i traveled the path of life... that journey took me from victim to thriver!!! once when i was living in survivor mode, i was told my heart looked like a lovely shinning green crystal.... & i realized, i had hardened my heart to survive all the hurt & pain... i had blocked it off from feeling.... & in that moment i made a promise to never again harden my heart... my heart is wide open & flowing with love... this i did for myself, because i saw & felt the difference. in that moment i made the choice to release myself from just surviving only....realizing there was far more to life & living... i made the choice to be all that i was meant to be... Seeing & feeling in the unique way that is only mine.... i promised myself i would thrive in the best way i possibly could!! my life experiences are part & parcel of my being... we are all capable of rising above the hurt & pain, true some days it will be more of a challenge.. some days it will be enough to feel the pain, to feel the fear... i have learned by doing this i am able to push thru to the other side, & there is another side believe me!! when on the other side, i often looked back & thought to self... ummm, what was i so afraid of? fear holds us back. i made the choice to live differently! we all make choices each & every day, every moment... the path of life... the path i follow is mostly spiritual,mostly creative, close to nature, & one of love....this is my path, my choice. others paths are uniquely their own as well.... doing/choosing a different route may be just what your soul is requiring of you.... be still & listen... sharing in love! brightest blessings! hugs, earthdeva/molly
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3-22-1976 Nurenberg Germany.... our memories are our own.....interestingly an event attended by several individuals, will be remembered by each in a different way.... our life experiences reflect/affect our perspective on all we do, see, feel, remember. to be estranged from someone who once was a huge part of your life can be experienced in as many different ways by just as many different folks.... i am one of those folks... i often speak of clearing our energetic fields/auras of unhealthy hooks, cords & attachments... of detaching from unhealthy relationships.... of the importance of loving & forgiving our-self first.... because if we are unable to offer our self love, acceptance & forgiveness first, we are really truly unable to offer those things/ those gifts to anyone else. is it possible to detach from an unhealthy relationship & still love from a distance.... i believe it is... i have had to do this in my life on different occasions with different individuals... it has no been with out immense heart ache & pain on my part... there has been a loss of shared experiences....the company, the companionship...... & yet the love i feel & the memories of the good times are mine, & no one can take them away from me.... i am in no way attempting to be a martyr in this.... just sharing what it is i feel on my side, in my shoes. there is always more then one side to a story.... this is a for sure!!! do/did i welcome an opportunity to heal these relationship... yes of course... absoulutely!!! i have been unsuccessful in my attempts with this particular one (that is on my heart today) to this point in time.... yet no doors have been closed on my side, no bridges burned.... i remember other relationships were i pulled away to self protect at different times in my life.... i am unsure if it is my personality make up, being an empath, having such a clear spiritual path/directive that this takes place... or perhaps it is my own unwillingness to deal with bullshit.... or that taking on anothers pain & grief, becomes to heavy to carry, or perhaps it is seeing the situation in a bigger picture kind of way, when the other is unable or unwilling......who knows.... i do know how often i tried to fix it.... did my best.... yet we can only repair ourselves, & our stuff.... i do know i would like everyone to be happy, & to know they are loved.... i remember the 1st time i realized this is exactly what creator source wanted for us as well... to be happy & to know we are loved.... that is all.... simple yet quite profound!!! in these relationships that i detached/stepped away, i realized if they thought they were happier without me in their life.... i could be big enough & i loved them enough, i would be the one to remove myself... so they could find the peace & happiness they felt i was keeping from them..... i do know relationships are where we learn/remember our biggest life lessons!!! & the parent child relationship is the biggest class room of all!!!!!..... do i have the answers.... no.... tis no my place... i do however have love, & know LOVE & i know how powerful & healing love is. & so i let all the pain go, i have no control over another.... never did, never will.... when my heart is full of the ache.... i release it to the universe... to blessed creator source.... send it out surrounded by love..... & trust it to be healed.... yes estrangement is strange ...it has as many different faces as the people who experience it.... & thru it all...... only love is real~~~ so diese Worte mit großer Liebe und alles Gute zum Geburtstag SendenWorte der Liebe sendet, um das Universum zu meinem ersten Sohn geboren <3 brightest blessings to ALL & warmest loving hugs, earthdeva/molly good time for some spring cleaning.... of your homespace, your earthspace & your personal energies...... today is a really goood day to check your grounding.... do this frequently for the next few days.... double check your aura & energy field & bodies..... what are you checking for: first off insure you are properly grounded.... there has been alot of shifting taking place.... so are your roots/grounding energy flowing free & clear & anchored firmly & lovingly in mother earth? is your grid system & energy bodies free & clear of all hooks, cords, attachments & ""cling~ons"" in any way shape or form????? ignite the violet flame to transform transmute transfigure & transcend those denser energies.... insure you are in perfect & pristine alignment with creator source through & through~~~ double check your intentions & focus as well as the words you send out .... are they in alignment with your desires..... double check what you are creating & bringing to fruition..... spring equinox/ Ostara energies are incoming re~birth newness new beginnings.... great time for a cleansing fast on all levels & layers..... drink lots of pure water.... take a sea salts bath to balance & harmonize your energy fields/aura spend time in nature the next several days..... breathe in the fresh spring air.... write a letter to yourself of all the things you choose to be rid of & then burn it!!! take time to notice..... there are messages & signs all about..... be aware..... be still listen watch & observe..... be good to you be good to you be good to you~~~ brightest blessings & warmest loving hugs~ earthdeva/molly Today's words are about being STILL..... During my life it took me a while to learn/remember how to be still. Most folks lives are so busy, they forget how to be still. How to just BE. Often they flit around constantly on the go, constantly doing something, ...anything. Like a fart in a skillet... they can't sit still. Don't know how... think they Have to be doing, or going.... We are human..BEINGs..... take time just to be. Be still. Usually it's some fear they have connected to a past event or issue, that pushes or drives them to be "running" from it. Our society is set up so fast paced... always on the move... so much noise, it's hard to hear our inner voice. hearing & KNOWING your own inner voice.... not the tapes of your childhood!!! (ya know the "what if's & the shoulda woulda coulda's) not the voices of your parents or grandparents.... YOUR INNER VOICE!!! not the voices of society.... religion, politics, advertising, etc.... that all basically tell you in some way you are "NOT Enough" ... those are not your inner voice.... when we are still... when we empty ourself of all the other voices.... then we re-connect to ourself, our inner wisdom.... this is the voice i speak of. In the moments we are still, still enough to hear our inner voices, to hear our heart and soul, those can be very powerful moments, we can learn a great deal, we connect to our inner senses and can take in so much beauty, so much wisdom.... I invite you to take time each day to really truly be still... when you do, you are able to let go of so much that really isn't required , all the extra baggage that we think we need. All the stuff.... have you ever noticed lately how storage units, and storage containers are becoming a big business.... what are we doing with so much stuff... it takes us away from what is real. being still brings one back to the basics... being still assists one in simplifying being still reconnects us to a heart and soul level... where we can let go and be "real". The still point... where our soul speaks our truth. Remember ...just be, be still. I wish you peaceful content quite moments of stillness. Hugs of love, earthdeva/molly © 2008 honoring all women this day
honoring the accomplishments of all women across this beautiful earth honoring all grandmothers,mothers, daughters sisters & aunties honoring our first mother Gaia~ brightest blessings to all women~ & to the feminine in us all~~ may all women KNOW their worth & value may all women Know their strength may all women know their goodness & beauty may all women know their own heart & truth! may all women know their own inner glow of love! may ALL women be blessed beyond their wildest imaginings!!! may this be so!!! brightest blessings to all women! hugs of love, earthdeva/treelady/molly i am woman hear me roar!!!! on the path of life~ when we are able to fully honor the feminine that is in all, & that is all around us~ when we are able to honor our first mother completely, there is a shift in understanding, an awakening of consciousness, & an opening of ones heart~ when we are able to see that we are all one & all connected there will be peace for... all~ journey forward in peace & love~ brightest blessings! earthdeva/molly |
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