i had a rough day..... one of those really challenging kinda days.... wanted to share this article i wrote a few years ago....


There are some days on the path of life

when the winds of change howl so loud, and blow so hard that you wonder what on earth they are bringing with them.

There are times on the path of life when {HAPPY}

just doesn't cut it for you anymore,

and you wonder why that is so.

There are moments, days & sometimes weeks,

when the path is so covered by huge muddy

puddles, it is difficult to find a clear/clean

spot to navigate towards, and the thought of

playing in the puddles just doesn't resonate

with the space you are currently at.

There are days when the path has huge road blocks to manage your way through or around, or over.

There are times when it is difficult and challenging to journey forward, and memories of the PAST and thoughts of how you {could've} changed something

wags itself like an eager tail, waiting to be noticed and drawn forth, and you get hooked with stuff you thought you had got rid of once and for all,

and so you clear it out AGAIN.

At times it seems as if you are all by yourself

on life's path, and there seems to be no one to journey with. There seems to be no one who could even understand what you are experiencing.

And yes there are moments when you wonder what the point is,

or ~~~if ,it is.

There are times when all around you, you can see patterns repeating themselves, playing out so unconsciously in those folks who walk beside you, and you wonder how, they do not/cannot realize or recognize them, and can continue to be caught in & by them.

There are times when the day to day stuff becomes so annoying, weird, heavy,

{put in your own description} you are challenged

to move forward, and you find yourself cocooned in your bed.

There are days when the physical discomforts of adjusting and integrating the downloads and shifts of energy are so unbearable you wonder why you even stepped on this path.

Or you find yourself eating again, or

the other side of the coin, wondering when was the last time you ate.

There are so many other moments that challenge us, for whatever

the reason may be, as we journey forward,

all of them seeming

to sap us of everything we have.

For those who have been the Light Warriors, Light Workers

you are aware of this I speak.

Some days are a challenge, some days you just want to stop and be {normal} whatever normal is, and then you laugh and realize you never were normal!! :) Yet you carry on, you move forward, for there is a calling deep with-in you

and you know your path.

And then in the midst of it all comes a moment of clarity,

a moment of pure love and light and it lifts you up and beyond all the crud on the path... it is those moments,

bright and shinning in love,

that maintain and sustain you on this journey

ever forward.

Those moments of clear knowing that all is OK!

If it is possible for you to be calm, to come back to center

during those moments that challenge you;

for whatever the reason may be...

To breathe deeply through your heart,

loving light,

it is very possible to release and rise

above all the crud

(and it is mostly all crud.)

The amazing thing in all of this

while you journey on your path;

is you get to choose how you react,

how you respond.

Perhaps, if it is, or has become all to overwhelming...

it is time to give yourself

the gift of a break from it all,

however this may look or feel to you.

Did you ever ask yourself,

if you need to do all the things you do?

Do you know how to be still?

Are you able to connect with

and hear your inner voice/wisdom?

When was the last time you played like a child,

or played with a child, not in necessity, but in delight?

When was the last time you sit outside and listened?

When was the last time you let yourself just be??

The energies truly are shifting, enabling us to be clear in our connection to source and self sustaining, so on a Bright note, all those {upgrades and downloads & energy shifts} will be worth the experience.

We have been preparing for all we were meant to be and all we were meant to live and experience.

The eons of time where we were caught in the density & dross, is being cleared, it is coming to an end, it is crumbling and falling away, so the new can be firmly in place.

we have been a huge part of that clearing and bringing in the light.

Ok~~~ so applaud yourself... go stand in the spot light and the circle of excellence.... you deserve all your wonder and glory!!!

I truly honor and acknowledge all those who walk this path of life. You have my gratitude and sincere appreciation.

Hugs of love, Earthdeva © 2009